Now a friend of mine thinks she may have to not go to school and get a job to get her license so she can drive her mom around... and it shouldn't be her problem... i dunno none of my biz...

Now a friend of mine thinks she may have to not go to school and get a job to get her license so she can drive her mom around... and it shouldn't be her problem... i dunno none of my biz...

IF she cared she about me she wouldn't let her ex stay the night, whats the need to be with me if shes ganna be around... I'm really starting to wonder why she wants to be with me... if all i do is gripe I'm willing to leave my Family behind just to be with her yet i ask for her not to have her exs over n its like some big crime. Why do I blog any way... noone takes the time to read or care what i say any way...

Why do I even try its like the most Important things to be see me as like # 3 in there life. Like College is like #2 in my life and brandi is # 1 but she wouldn't eat anythign when i took her out to eat. then we went back out and she ate what jordan bought her... I dunno its like i'm not as important to her as her Friends and Ex GF/BFs... I Dunno how to feel or nething... I feel like the lowest scum on earth... shes on the phone to melissia now. her ex... thats why i even have the chance to be on here... I wish i had some one to hold me right now...

I walked in to brandis house and her dads like we're moving and i'm like to where and hes like Ocean City.... I dunno what i'm suppose to do. I can't ask her to stay for 3 reasons, one she always wanted to live there. 2 I have nowhere for her to live and 3 I'm not worth staying for. an besides that I can't aford to put her thru school and i'm sure her dad won't If she stays.