Am I a damn Yoyo???

the greatest gift and most cruel gift god ever gave us was emotions. they can feel so good yet are awful. its like Love is made up by humans some times, like the feeling only comes and goes. I love brandi but its like it comes and goes when she thinks about me. I got to her house today and I knew there was some thing wrong with her. she lied to me for 4 hours then she decides to tell me she doesn't think us being "us" is so good any more... and us being friends might be better... but she won't break up with me. she wants me 2 ... but i'm not this time. I love her so damn much its as if.... well shes like a drug and when everything is good between us I never want to leave her arms. I love her so much but i dunno how to show it. u can tell when shes upset or mad she goes off to her self or sits next to you with her damn headphones on... am i not what she wants or is she having a tough time?

I realized today my childhood was rushed, i was forced to grow up to a certian age in elementry school and since then ive never really grown past that point. its scares the living hell out of me.

I'm not really sure how but i think it may have something like shampoo involed. every time i wanna do sumfin with my GF shes always the exact opposite...

I'm not really sure how but i think it may have something like shampoo involed. every time i wanna do sumfin with my GF shes always the exact opposite...